Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Alive
Oh yes, I'm still alive. I know it has been a ridiculous amount of time since I last posted here. The last year or so has been fairly hectic for Carrie and so I'll try to sum it up briefly here:
*Carrie decided that it was time to follow a dream. A year ago, she set out to see if she could get into law school. And she did. What she did not realize was that it would be in another city. So in about a month, Carrie will be leaving DC and heading to Beantown for law school. GO RED SOX! or whatever. This also means Carrie has resigned from her current job, which I have to tell you, was probably the most incredibly exciting part of this whole venture. While I still have a few weeks of work left, I assure you they will not be the most productive weeks of my career.
*Carrie turned 30. Yes, I realize the header here says the musings of a twenty-something gay guy, but unfortunately I did not create the header and have absolutely no idea how to fix it. Besides, I have not really accepted that I'm a thirty-something gay guy...so I guess it works out.
*The new SATC movie came out. It was good. I looked fabulous. That's all that needs to be said.
*Ummmm, yeah sadly that is about all that has been going on. I'm still single, though lately it has been much more by choice than natural selection since I know I am leaving and have not even made any effort to change the relationship status on my Facebook page. I think I've made my way through the DC talent...let's hope that Boston has something to offer.
I hope you are all well! I may try to keep this up, but chances are come September, I won't have much time. Just know I'm still alive and looking fabulous as always!
CB
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
The Charade Continues...
I know I had told him it was over, that if he insisted on keeping up this charade with that tramp, then I could not longer allow myself to be strung along. But I keep forgiving and letting him back into my life.
Here is our most recent text conversation:
Jakey: Baby, why don't you talk to me? You know I love you.
CB: I love you too, but I cannot go on like this.
Jakey: I have told you time and again that this is for publicity. It means nothing.
CB: Does SHE know that? Because she seems to be staking quite the claim on you!
Jakey: Baby, if you can't fix it, you gotta stand it.
CB: I know, oh, wait...that is from Brokeback Mountain! Don't try using lines on me! You tell me you love me, you fly me to see you in secret. I have to pretend it is over between us and it's killing me. I wish I knew how to quit you.
Jakey: I love you baby, just remember that.