The Charade Continues...
I know I had told him it was over, that if he insisted on keeping up this charade with that tramp, then I could not longer allow myself to be strung along. But I keep forgiving and letting him back into my life.
Here is our most recent text conversation:
Jakey: Baby, why don't you talk to me? You know I love you.
CB: I love you too, but I cannot go on like this.
Jakey: I have told you time and again that this is for publicity. It means nothing.
CB: Does SHE know that? Because she seems to be staking quite the claim on you!
Jakey: Baby, if you can't fix it, you gotta stand it.
CB: I know, oh, wait...that is from Brokeback Mountain! Don't try using lines on me! You tell me you love me, you fly me to see you in secret. I have to pretend it is over between us and it's killing me. I wish I knew how to quit you.
Jakey: I love you baby, just remember that.